10 weeks 3 days

well last week was a killer for me m/s wise. but today im off to a good start soooo heres hoping. my mum was a gem last week coming over and helping with ashley.

me n my hubby cant agree on how to spell our girls name lol he wants it spelt Apryl and i want it spelt April grrr @ huby. we cant agree on a boys name he doesnt like any of my ideas, well there r two lol

i have my BT this week and next monday i have a scan and hubby got the morning off yaaaay

At this point of your pregnancy, the crown-to-rump length of your developing baby is 1.25 to 1.68 inches. It is now easier to tell how much the baby weighs since he is beginning to put on some weight. Your baby weighs approximately 5 grams and is the size of a small plum! The baby has grown an incredible amount during these past few weeks, but you still aren't showing too much yet.
This week is somewhat of a landmark for your developing baby. By now, your baby's complete body plan is laid down. Your baby will continue to develop and grow for the remainder of the pregnancy. The fingers and toes have separated and the tail has disappeared now. Your baby has taste and tooth buds at this point, which will continue to develop. The brain will continue to grow at an amazing rate and nearly a quarter of a million new neurons are produced every minute! The embryonic heart is completely developed. External genitalia are not apparent until next week, but a male's testes will already be producing testosterone.

6 weeks 2 days

So here we are @ 6 weeks already i must say its gone fast alot i feel like a snail just crawling along at aslow pace. I went back to my Dr yesterday and my BP is still high so i have to go back in 2 weeks, i alsp made appoints for my NT scan for the 27th of oct and i had BT on the 24th and i see my OB on the 28th lol busy week that week. I feel bad cause i wanna see my bubbs and im too scared to ask for a Dating scan, incase my DR thinks im a dill, but i wanna know bubbs is ok and theres just one lol

AFM i feel like hell on legs i tell ya altho to bad i am too bad but im snacking alllllllll the time, im tired alot and evey now and then (espeically after a big meal) i get a bit crampy.

thats all for now

5 weeks 1 day

So i have made it for 5 weeks yaaay .

i am feeling pretty good at this stage. eating alot and people are noticing that i am preg again i dont know if thats good or bad lol

I have to take fish oil and a pregnancy suppliment, they r like horse pills i tell ya lol.

i have go back next week sometime to have my BP checked as with my preg my BP was high towards the end and was high when he took it last time.

so the joy lol maybe ill con him into giving a dating scan hehe

i had some bad pains last night but they went away this morning. i wish i knew what my body was doing lol

BFP and week 4

Well it would see my TTC journey has ended before it begain. I got a Friday morning ( which was the 5th of september).

So here we r i am 4 weeks 5 days gone, feels like forever and ive still got 8mths to go lol. i got my results back from the drs i need more fish oil and vit D. so i am off to buy those tonight. i am yet to book my OB as he is away go figure lol

i am feeling tired which isnt a good feeling trying to keep up with my son lol.

So heres to week 5.

Massive bitch.....

    What is it with people honestly? for all of those who dont know my hubby got to finally leave his dumbarse work yaaay and starts a new job tomorrow how exciting, and no that isnt my bitch lol. well a couple of Wednesdays ago he got pulled over for having an unrego car which is just fucked but it was a blessing really cause if it had not happened he wouldnt have gotten this job. so anyways my bitch is the mech who said he was gunna do it didnt do it, it has been sitting at his workshop for a week now and neither touched each blaming the other, hard to believe who is Bullshitting really. So because of these idiots we had to rent a car which cost $300+ so he can get to work. plus all the other crap vicroads wanna charge you etc.  Now why don’t these communicate huh? not only has it fucked us around and cost us money but we have a young son to think about he has a cold and isnt well what if something happened? pisses me off. Well norm ( the mech) said he will have it done tomrrow but i highly doubt it. i kinda like our hire car lol i want one for when i got for my P's lol

well orgin is back on GO NSW!!!!!

Clothing Sizes

Now i must say im not a fat or large lady am i? im 12-14 depending on the store i had to buy an xl just to get a good sizing WTF is up with that?im not some 12yr old CHILD im a 23 yr old women who wants to be trendy. but no one gives a toss, especially fashion designers. c'mon wake up isnt it about time that the clothes were made for real women.  i refuse to dress like im in my 30's. im still young and i wanna dress like it, but none of the clothing fits me. im a size 12-14 and that's considered large pfft! makes me highly mad i tell ya.

Don’t get me started on the quality of the clothes either because that is a total rip off. i know i know you get what you pay for but geeee does it have to be that shit? no it doesn't, i can only afford $15-$20 i aint rich.  give us a break please, stop taking the measurements off these dummies form way back when, do new ones and make us all feel better about ourselves instead of starving to try and fit into these sizes that DON'T FIT US!!!!!!!

My thoughts

So here i am its 20 past 9pm and its taken us 1hr to settle ashley. it was so hard not to get up and cuddle him and make it all better but i knew i couldn't he is old enough to understand he needs to sleep in his own bed. So i am proud of not only me and DH but my big boy. I am about to play Sims2 as its too early for me to go to bed.

My head is feels like its going to just explode i tell ya. Im so stressed out about money and thinking all sorts of crap. Like lady from the school HUURY the fuck UP will ya and send me honey his school stuff cause my baby needs a better job so nah! lol  what is it with teachers and being slow as a snail huh? so hurry up. I hope hubby's takes a look at the job i sent him through his email, as i am unsure as to what he is qualified to do.... and if im right he better apply for it. first in best dressed i always say.

I am trying my best with this thing for library ya know? i am sooo excited finally got my stuff sent off today wow i hope they ok me. But i hate living here its so small and i just hate it. i want a new bed. i want MY own house so i can paint it the colours id like, yellow mainly. my own house seems like a never ever thing from where im sitting at the moment. I guess you could say don't hold out much hope of having my own home before im 30. sad really isnt it? *sighs*

Well im gunna go play sims now

xoxo
Jecca

My Family.....

So after my ranting and bitching, i figure hmmm i better introduce my family and who better to start off with...no not myself, My son.  So here it is. Ashley John Ward was born December 8th 2006, My dads birthday go figure huh?. All i remember is being highly out of it, good ole drugs oh i should mention it was a emergency c section. He weighed 7lbs 14 and he was born 3 weeks early. picked a good time to be in hospital apparently it was really hot outside the 2 days i was in. So here is a picture of him one day after his birth. . awwww look at my little man isnt he just the cutest bubbs? well i thought he was. He is now 14 months old nearly 15, i just cant believe how fast he is grown he is walking and understanding, gives hugs and kisses out to everyone. So here he is now Awwwww mummies cheeky bugger lol.

Oh i guess i should mention my hubby since im feeling nice today. so here is my hubby James He is an old fart now 30 OMG!! lol ah he doesn't act his age though id say he acts more like a 15 yr old boy high on hormones lol. And then i guess there is Me Jessica Sarah Elizabeth im 23 years old and im glad ive got my boys lol. And here is my picture 

xoxo

Jecca

My Thoughts....

So here it is my first official bitch session aren't you just so excited by this thought?.  Now to the topic the "sorry speech" which i must say i think is the biggest copout in our history. I personally feel neither  my family have done anything to be sorry for when its not  about them. I mean honestly does it make any better? does it make up for what supposedly happened? No of course it doesn't. So let me say these thoughts I say why not get off you're lazy dumb arse's, move to the city or suburbs not in the middle of god damn no where where mind you there is nothing. no proper schools,medical treatment etc. Get a job instead of taking My hubby's Money and so you can go get ya slabs of beer and get pissed for most of you're pathetic lives. Now i feel better getting that off my chest.

  Now i am sitting here watching this silly prick catch a king cobra,which is like BIG as, and of course the big arse snake is a tad pissy cause this guy just wont leave the poor thing alone, so i say bite the fucker and it will serve himself right. I mean gosh if someone came and interrupted me while i peacefully sleeping or relaxing id be as pissed off as this snake is.

Also may i just  wish our tax guy would hurry back and call us so we can get our tax money and do some stuff i mean seriously, how long is this suppose to take? HURRY UP!!!!              Now to end this on a less serious note.......Bring on easter baby!! Whoa! gosh i cant wait.   xoxo jecca

Blog Virgin.....

So here it is, my very first blog entry. So i am here to see what the biggie is about these blogs, i am a tad scared that someone is going to get on here and tell me to stuff my opinions up my arse or something. So when i think of what it is i wanna bitch about, i may just come back

Jecca