My thoughts

So here i am its 20 past 9pm and its taken us 1hr to settle ashley. it was so hard not to get up and cuddle him and make it all better but i knew i couldn't he is old enough to understand he needs to sleep in his own bed. So i am proud of not only me and DH but my big boy. I am about to play Sims2 as its too early for me to go to bed.

My head is feels like its going to just explode i tell ya. Im so stressed out about money and thinking all sorts of crap. Like lady from the school HUURY the fuck UP will ya and send me honey his school stuff cause my baby needs a better job so nah! lol  what is it with teachers and being slow as a snail huh? so hurry up. I hope hubby's takes a look at the job i sent him through his email, as i am unsure as to what he is qualified to do.... and if im right he better apply for it. first in best dressed i always say.

I am trying my best with this thing for library ya know? i am sooo excited finally got my stuff sent off today wow i hope they ok me. But i hate living here its so small and i just hate it. i want a new bed. i want MY own house so i can paint it the colours id like, yellow mainly. my own house seems like a never ever thing from where im sitting at the moment. I guess you could say don't hold out much hope of having my own home before im 30. sad really isnt it? *sighs*

Well im gunna go play sims now

xoxo
Jecca